yeayyy, i've made my way through all those pain, tears, and all the things that always make me felt like my heart was gone! and i'm a new tasnim with heartless. errrrrrrrrr for the past three months i felt like my heart had been so thoroughly and irreparably broken that there could be no real joy again, that at best there might eventually be a little contentment. this is how tasnim broke.
but october was really nice to me! it didn't messed up with me. oh i really love u october even though test 1 for semestar 2 was held in october, but i can say that i did it very well. alhamdulillah. except for calculus and oral interaction skill. there is a lot of careless mistake. i blame myself for being so careless.
now, it's brand new day. november already. and the worst about november is i have muet test! blerghhhhh can i just skip this muet thingy part? it's kinda boring and everytime i think of that i feel like my heart is about to jump out of my mouth. however, there are a lot of thing to do in november. a lot of depressions i will need to handle this november bcos there will be a very pack lecture schedule. it is not like we change our schedule every month, but we make the schedule became very pack bcos we want a week holiday during awal muharram and deepavali! yessss! that's how university life works dear my junior. u can create your very own holiday if your lecturer and your classmates agreed with it.
so i need to prepared mentally and physically to face this november. to be exact, it's only in week 8 of our lecture which is from november 5 till november 9th. yes, it's only for a week but i already think that i will turn into zombieeeeeeeeeeeee. class is full from 8 am to 6 pm throughout the week. handsome kan?
okay that's all. sorry for my bad english. urghhh otak berkarat. hate myself. bye!
|during Pesta Konvo dan Ekspo Pertanian. we will make our way to MAHA INTERNATIONAL FAIR later.|
|le me and basketball team having a great dinner at chinese muslim restaurant . this is free! treat by our handsome Pengetua Kolej 13.|